Post Natal depression

Who would have known when it comes. The experts said that it can happen to a woman even after a year she gae birth.

Even the strongest woman I know has gone through it. I can't believe that I am going through it now and no one realized that I am having it now. From the outside, I am just as I am but inside it is going hay wire and crazy. I do feel like leaving my kids and husband right now, because I really can't stand looking at them. But I am not that insane that I really do it. Crazy... relaly crazy...

Prayer is the only thing that helps me... Pray and pray and pray.... I just hope.. that I don't forget or insanely forget how to pray. Almighty Allah. Please help me.

Perak oh Perak...

Seriously.... When is it people going to learn that the state is belong to the Sultan. The Mat Salleh who came in and put the regulations, constitution and lot other things... The state belong to their ancestors... WHo are you to sue them or say what they can or cannot do. Seriously...Who the hell do you think you are ? McDreamy King?Or McDreamy Singh?

lagu dodoi anakku...

Tanya sama pokok
Apa sebab goyang
Nanti jawab pokok
Angin yang goncang

Tanya sama langit
Apa sebab hujan
Nanti jawab langit
Tanyalah awan

Awan nanti kata
Aku kandung air
Sampai tempat sejuk
Aku pun cair

Tengok dalam air
Nampak bayang-bayang
Campak satu batu
Bayang pun hilang

Melamine...

I still can't believe that manufacturers put melamine in milk product and also some other food product such as chocolate and breakfast cereal...

The best part is, there are allowable percentage. So, it is basically okay for them to actually include melamine in their product as long as they do not exceed the amout allowed.

Do they really think that consumers do not have brain. Even the people from Health department said it is okay because as you eat the food with melamine that has allowable percentage of melamine in the morning, by the next day, it is out of your body system. As this person said that, I understand that, we eat, let melamine go thorugh your blood system which is basically go through every part of your body and by the next day as you i go to the toilet and do my business, it should be out. Very logical...