Post Natal depression

Who would have known when it comes. The experts said that it can happen to a woman even after a year she gae birth.

Even the strongest woman I know has gone through it. I can't believe that I am going through it now and no one realized that I am having it now. From the outside, I am just as I am but inside it is going hay wire and crazy. I do feel like leaving my kids and husband right now, because I really can't stand looking at them. But I am not that insane that I really do it. Crazy... relaly crazy...

Prayer is the only thing that helps me... Pray and pray and pray.... I just hope.. that I don't forget or insanely forget how to pray. Almighty Allah. Please help me.

Perak oh Perak...

Seriously.... When is it people going to learn that the state is belong to the Sultan. The Mat Salleh who came in and put the regulations, constitution and lot other things... The state belong to their ancestors... WHo are you to sue them or say what they can or cannot do. Seriously...Who the hell do you think you are ? McDreamy King?Or McDreamy Singh?