Sunday, February 15, 2009

Post Natal depression

Who would have known when it comes. The experts said that it can happen to a woman even after a year she gae birth.

Even the strongest woman I know has gone through it. I can't believe that I am going through it now and no one realized that I am having it now. From the outside, I am just as I am but inside it is going hay wire and crazy. I do feel like leaving my kids and husband right now, because I really can't stand looking at them. But I am not that insane that I really do it. Crazy... relaly crazy...

Prayer is the only thing that helps me... Pray and pray and pray.... I just hope.. that I don't forget or insanely forget how to pray. Almighty Allah. Please help me.

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