Daddy's little girl

This little girl... love to sleep in her daddy's arm. Daddy's little girl.

My youngest daughter....

This is my youngest daughter. She always have new idea to do something to entertain herself.

I was afraid that the two rattan chairs will actually fall on her or something.

But she is so not stopping. She was actually enjoying the moment when her feet was up not on the floor.
Yup... after a few minutes... she is still not stopping. In fact she adjusted the two chairs to make it more easier for her to do exactly what she was doing.
Finally... the best position for her to play and play and play.

A scape goat... again?

I never have a new year's resolution in my whole life. Not even once. But this year... I am going to put some distance between me and my family. Got to do that... No more calling my mum every two days.. No more calling anyone so often. I think that would be better for me. You think?

Buat baik di balas baik ke?

There was once, I helped a family member of my husband to the extend that I get as many help as I could. To me, he needed help, I am able to help so I helped. Yes, I know that he did asked me to help him and his family but it was voluntarily. They needed help, so I helped. That was all.

But they sometimes talk about the whole thing but they exclude me. Yup, after all the help that I could get which inclusive of free lodging in London for almost three weeks, asking my father's and my brother's friends to be there for the family, and few small other kind of help, please don't try to make as though it was your relative who did everything. That just bad. I know after that, a few of your relative and 'orang kampung' who is a big shot in government started to help emotionally and as well as physically. But, they are putting it as though I did not play a role at all. I do feel sad. I got a heart okay.

At one point, my husband even said that if my brothers and sister ask for help, it is not important and he doesn't really need to help. If parents, he will help. Only to that extend. I could see where my husband got that kind of attitude. I saw it as a whole. Sampainya hati.