Longing

Never really told anyone about my family problem. But, this girl that my daughter was hugging, her mother saw it from my daughter's action. When the look of longing. For a father. When her friend has a father that is not by blood to be with, to hug, to kiss and to be a daughter. The look that haunted her friend's mum till this very day. 

I dont teach my daughter to have that look. Its from her heart.. How that, when i learned about that, it makes me so sad. How is it that she has a father but she is not comfortable to feel and love him as a father. 

Stop blaming me. This is the reality. It sucks. But it is real. 

 

Meeting an old friend

Once upon a time, when we were very young, we used to be able to communicated so well with each other. As time flies... when we meet again after o long time... we seems can't find words to say to each other. Not because there isn't any common topic that we can discuss. But we have develop ourselves differently.