So many sex videos...

Lately... there are just so many scandals. For a politician, singer and also the latest one is an actress.

Hallloooo...!!! People.. got nothing else to do is it??? You put camera in a hotel...for what??? To see the sixty year old politician shrinking ass??? Come on.. at least if anyone wants to do that... could you please choose a more desirable actor... not an old man... everything almost kecut already... who wants to really watch...

As for Ida Nerina and Fauzi Nawawi.. you both did it or not... Only Allah knows... The thing is.. I don't care... but what I do not understand is... is someone wants to do all this super impose... why them... Not that Ida Nerina has a super beautiful body... She is not even that popular and also not that pretty... I really don't get it. As Fauzi Nawawi... He is sooo.... not good looking. His body....??? I'd rather watch an actor such Zed Zaidi...or even Hans Isaac... Worth the time and my eyes...

A heart... it is complicated...

Yesterday, I waited with my sister in the hospital while my nephew went for the heart procedure. The procedure took longer than it suppose to. Finally after waiting for about two hours, a nurse called my sister and my brother in-law to go down to meet the doctor who did the procedure to my nephew. I.. waited in the room.

According to the doctor, the short circuit on Ajay's heart is near the main artery which means, if they even try to close the short circuit, they may also close the main artery and that will stop Ajay's heart. No way anyone of us going to let that happen. So, basically, the procedure was not done. Ajay still has the short circuit in his heart.

What else can be done. At this point, he will be on medication.

I am nervous

Today is the day that my family members have been nervous about. About a week ago, we found out that my nephew Ajay, ada extra urat in his heart. Because of that, he has a very fast heart beat and quite high blood pressure. How could anyone ever imagine such thing exist? I knew about these things because I have a friend who was having the same problem and she did the heart procedure and now she is okay.

But my mum and dad never heard of this. They are super nervous. My mum has been calling me almost everyday. At least to release her tense feeling. I know... All of us are worried.

The procedure will take about and hour and a half. We won't stop praying for him. He is tough. He is tougher than anyone would know.

When Ajay was born, I was 16 years old. I never hold a baby in my entire life. I am the youngest in the family. Ajay, I hold him and I thought how it was such a miracle because he was so real. He was in my sister's tummy and then he was out. That is super miracle.

Ask my friends, I talk about Ajay a lot that some of my friends thinks that they know my nephew quite well even though they never met him. And when they saw him, they would say... yeah... he is exactly like what you told us. Trust me, I did brag about him a lot.

Today, all of us are going to be together and we won't stop praying for Ajay. May Allah bless this procedure and it will go on smoothly.

Suku Payakumbuh

My recent trip to Padang, Indonesia. I was able to actually go to a place called Payakumbuh. Basically, there is where my ancestors are from. My paternal grandma's (nenek) family. I believe I was the first in the family to step and walk on the ground of Payakumbuh. Wooohooo....

Picture above are my mother and father in-law with my children. My father in-law is also from Payakumbuh clan. He was also really excited to be able to step and walk on the ground of Payakumbuh. But the most excited was my husband, because, if it was not for his effort, we won't even thought of going for the trip. Well, at least I was not the only one....who got over excite.

My first pregnancy

My eldest son is going to be 6 next Thursday. He was born on the Valentine's Day in the year 2002. When he was in my tummy, I was excited. Of course. First time... I took care of my food that I ate. And I took all the necessary meal that would help to develop my baby in my tummy normally I would take anyhting, even if I hate it. One of it was Soya Bean Milk. Like the picture above, just imagine I drink much everys single day. About 1.5 litres per day. I still can't believe that I actually did all that.

Of course, don't forget Anmum. The milk for pregnant mothers. I took two glasses every single day.

I did some cravings. I asked my hubby to get me the Pau Tanjung Malim. Luckily we had relatives that were getting married somewhere there. At least, my hubby do not just had to go to Tanjung Malim and get me the Pau, at least there was another reason.

Pregnancy time is a crazy time. I pengsan a lot. Even though I look big, but I was born with low blood count and low sugar. So, during pregnancy.. it was tough to eat for the purpose to keep myself alert all the time. It end up, I became very huge that even after I gave birth I were not able to lose my weight easily.

Ancient plates...

I visited my aunt a month back. I was given the opportunity to eat on my granpa's plate. Who would ever thought, me, being the youngest in the family and never knew who my grandpa was would have the opportunity to use his plate. Below are some of the pictures. Trust me, no one can ever see these kind of plate in near future...




This is the plate that I used to enjoy my meal. My aunt cook that day.


This one of the lauk. Fish...curry.

Two lauk. One beef and the other one is the fish curry. Looks yummy...

The smaller plate was my super favourite. Love it so much. Daging kicap. Or in English, Beef with soya sauce. I must ask my aunt what brand of soya sauce that she used...