By the time you swear you are his
Shivering and sighing
and he vows his passion is infinite,
undying
Lady make note of this
One of you is lying
- Sherryl Woods , Chesapeake Shores
One of us were lying. If not, we wont be here, where we are. It sucks, I even feel so much regrets, but that is not going to change the fact, what I am feeling now.
It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain. Damn, there's nothing like that, is there? I've been there and you have too. You're nodding your head.
― The Portable Henry Rollins
Holding on for something that I believed worth holding on for. But affecting my children in a bad way. Was not what I expected at all. And now, trying to fix the damages that I have let happened for years. Not easy at all.
It's no good pretending that any relationship has a future if your record collections disagree violently or if your favorite films wouldn't even speak to each other if they met at a party.
―
Maybe our girlfriends are our soulmates and guys are just people to have fun with.”
― Sex and the City
Yeah... having friends, girlfriends helped me a lot. they keep me sane.
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